HAVE ANOTHER

I'm sorry to hear that you've lost our friendship a long time ago,..

But thank goodness you've read my blog sooner than I expected. I'm so relieved and I'm glad I finally woMAN'd up and just let everything out. Mkay, let's straighten this out once and for all.

So you say that if I were really your friend then I should have talked to you about our situation instead of blogging it for the whole world to read.. & you know what I think? I think people who do this (such as you & I) because they have no other way of saying it, or letting it out. You wanted to talk about it you say? Well, so did I. I wanted to talk to you about this so many times, just that if I were to talk it out, I wouldn't really know where to start or where to end. I decided to blog it 'cause everyone puts out their feelings here, and my thoughts would be a lot more organized. & I'm not playing no games, this is straight from the heart, how could you think such things? & if you were really MY friend, you would've known from the start what you've been doing or saying to me would affect me.

I miss the OLD you. The one I called my bestfriend. & the thing is, we DO have our own lives.. we always have. It's just that we're not really apart of each others anymore. We've faded to acquaintances, almost. I'm scared we're going to turn into strangers. I don't wish for that to happen at all. & like you said, our partying and ditching school together with a bunch of friends don't have to stop. I just want my old bestfriend back, that's all. Apologies are always taken, you should know that I forgive easily. & I'm sorry my blog to you hurt like a bitch, but it is what it is.

I'm taking someone's advice and I'm planning something where we could ALL just catch up on things. It'll be like old times. But that's if YOU're willing to.