JUST WHEN I---

I pretty much went to school for nothing today. I don't know what's up with anyone anymore. I feel so empty.. Nobody's ever "there" anymore..

1st period was unexpected (:
I had fun talking to Ronnie about scary/creepy things happening. Don't really wanna go into detail, cause I'm scared. hahhhaa,. Bell rings for second period, I get to Obuilding and I found out some things. It's just NOT right -____- 2nd period was nothing..

Lunch came and I just felt out of it.. I had a talk with a friend about it. I'm not mentioning nobody's names cause I don't want this to become a problem. I just felt really sad that everything has to be this way. idkkk.. So I ask Leo if he could drop me and my cuzzo off to her house.

We get to Diana's house and right then and there, I start venting! Like how I just don't know what's going on anymore,...all I can do is just wait and see if everything will fall back into place..It was a GOOOOOD talk ^____^ I love you Dee! You're an awesome listener!

We fall asleep watching tv. Then I woke up cause I had to use the bathroom. Right when I go back into the living room, the doorbell rings. Me and Dee were afraid to answer the door so she just peeked through the window to see who it was.When my cuzzo Jason and my uncle and my aunty came home, Dee told them about it.

So we start watching Discovery Health. It's scary! I found out the top 5 reasons why people die each year. #5: Cancer/Diseases or something like that. #4: BACTERIA/INFECTIONS. #3: ALCOHOLISM. #2: Obesity (I think). & #1: SMOKING!

I care for my baby soooo much that I want him to stop already :(
I'm afraid that his lungs is going to look like the one I saw on the show. Black pigments growing everywhere on the lungs! It was disgusting! It looked like fungus! NASTY SHIT!

Mark, Charity and my niece Zayla came! :D
Dee played with her and her barbie car, making her laugh, which was UBER cute!

After they left, it was off to Pearl Highlands. Home by 8:30ish.